Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in Rott's LiveJournal:

Monday, June 25th, 2001
6:09 pm	The end... You only have one life So make it good Make sure you have fun This journal is no longer fun To those of you involved, Thanks for ruining a good thing Karma will get you later Once again, this is no longer fun So I'm done. EXIT ROTTENAPPLE, ENTER APERFEKTMISTAKE (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 20th, 2001
10:39 pm	Kinetic Energy at its finest... Tonight, as I sit sweltering in my room, which is close to 100 degrees, I'm sure, I was thinking about some stuff. here's the deal. In the summer, it's too hot. In the winter, it's too cold. There has to be a turning point where it goes from too hot, to too cold. I wanna find that turning point. I just haven't decided how I'm going to do it yet. But I'll get there, dont' worry. That's all for now. Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: Pantera--"This Love", cuz I woke up pissed off this morning. (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 14th, 2001
5:53 pm	Cigarettes I've been catching alot of crap lately for smoking, when I do anymore. Trying to quit smoking is very difficult, and unless you're in or have been in the situation, you wouldn't understand. Anyway, today I heard someone I know making cuts on me about smoking, and my best friend's dad is often giving me crap about it, as well. And I just want to say something about it. Neither of you have even been addicted to anything, and therefore do not understand what I am going through. You've never had to deal with a problem like this. You don't know what it's like to realize what your'e doing to yourself, and have it bother you, yet be powerless to do anything about it. And don't think I don't try. I've probably put more work into this than either of you ever have in your life with anything, so I dont' wanna hear any shit. You running your mouth like that only proves that you are a biggot who doesn't take the time to consider the situation of the people you taunt. So fuck off, until you consider yourself first. Cuz neither of you are very close to perfect. Current Mood: angry Current Music: Bad Religion-"21st Century Digital Boy" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:12 am	One more thought.... One more thought while I have it: Upon thinking of the criticisms bestowed upon me by a former friend, I've decided a few things. First and foremost, as time goes by, people change, and become what they are, will be, or need to be, etc. Therefore, in denying any of these changes in an attempt to "be real", I'm actually straying further from being true to myself and others, thus becoming dependent on shit, as some people have claimed. So, I think that if I didn't change over time, something would definitely be wrong. So fuck you Lex, ha. Besides, friends are friends through all kinds of shit, as Nas says, "a thug changes, love changes, and best friends become strangers"....you get the gist of it. Anyway, it's late, and I'm tired, so I'm out. Peace. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Nas-"The Message" (Comment on this)
1:45 am	To all my friends... Today I spent a day with a buddy of mine from school who's leaving for L.A. in a day. It's funny how often you forget about people as soon as they walk out the door, you know? Perfect example, my roommate. I am around him and hanging out with Suda all year long, and as soon as the summer comes around, he goes his way and I go mine, and we probably barely even think about each other. however, when we get back together, it's like we never left. It's funny how that works. Same goes for my boyz and girlz back home. I know I'm away alot of the time, guys, but don't think I forget about ya!! That's why I always come back home. Don't worry, sooner or later I'll be home for good. And then it's ALL good. TO ALL MY FRIENDS "We'd open up our story books (Jut) and water down our eyes (Bry, how many times have we gotten drunk and cried together? hehe) our demons raised their glasses singing "I propose a toast to all my friends" (all my boyz and girlz at the packhouse) Decaying old unsound minds (me and craig, two whackos) The ghost of Christmas future dancing to the click of time the beating of defeat a lifetime of retreat and his regrets were ours a time to say goodbye I've been waiting so long for you to call my old friend to all my friends"--Lagwagon (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
12:46 pm	"I'm born again, with snake's eyes. becoming Godsize..."--Pantera (Comment on this)
1:34 am	Gettin' started up... Ok: If you know about this, it's cuz I think you're a good enough friend to warrant you reading it. However, there is some red tape that comes along with this: 1. Don't tell anyone else, if you wanna know if someone knows about it, ask me, and I'll tell you. 2. DON'T TELL ANYONE ELSE. This is not for the whole goddamned world to read. 3. For the record, if anything I say offends you, or anything, I'm sorry, but you MUST realize first and foremost, this thing is for ME, and for MY enjoyment and venting. So, if you dont' like it, dont' read it. That's it, I'll start posting as soon as I get the urge. Peace. Rott "Twirling round with this familiar parable. Spinning, weaving round each new experience. Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing..."--Maynard James Keenan (Comment on this)